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happy belated birthday.. [31 Jul 2005|10:45pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

well my birthday was yesterday.. im 17 finally.
hmm i moved today.. i live in boca again.
well like always not much to say so ill leave you with this
Rescue me.

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lalala [12 Jun 2005|05:38pm]
A- Age of 1st kiss: 12
B- Band you are listening to right now: nothing
C- Crush: JohnnyG
D- Dad's name: John
E- Easiest person to talk to: johnnyG
F- Favorite ice cream(s): vanilla and fudge?
G- Gummy worms or gummy bears?: Gummy bears
H- Hometown: Delray
I- Instruments: none
J- Junior high: boca middle
K- Kids: not at the moment?
L- Longest car ride ever: to my moms with really annoying guy
M- Mom's name: Jeanette
N- Nicknames: Ash
O- One wish: itll end peacefully
P- Phobia’s: ocean water, being alone
Q- Quote: " buildings burn, people die, but real love lasts forever. "
R- Reason to smile: how pathetic the world is today
S- Song you sang last: Mr brightside
T- Time you woke up today: 8 am
U- Unknown and Known fact about me: meh ima whore and i dunno
V- Vegetable(s) you hate: onion, squash, anything basically
W- Worst habit: CCC's
X- X-rays you’ve had: arm, teeth
Y- Your favorite person as of right now?: random WoW people if anything
Z- Zodiac sign: Leo
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help me out here.. [11 May 2005|11:32am]
[ mood | Fiending ]

Can anyone get there hands on anything that i may want...
(ie: large quantities of adderall)
hollar at me if you can.. 954-579-3012

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its been awhile.. [17 Apr 2005|04:43pm]
[ mood | high / hungry ]

since ive updated..
hmm let me catch everyone up..
johnny works at walmart, i work at club libby lu.
were doing good. everything is fantastic, cept for a few minor details., such as;
-johnnys mom all of the sdudden hating me and being a bitch to me and talking shit about me.
-not having an apartmet.
-not having a car.
-and dealing with this little brat named alex.

well johnnys mom decided she hates me and loves to badmouth me. she told everyone i was pregnant :/ but i guess thats the way the cookie crumbles.
me johnny and dan have jobs (mine hasnt started yet, start the 29th.) and we still have no apartment, no car, nothing to show they work. this is redic.
but for the time being living at grammas w/ johnny & my house on random nights when johnny has to visit mommmmmmy, is fine with me, cept one small detail. ALEX. god hes so fucking annoying, all he does is yell at me and try to get in my way. im not even aloud to eat the chips he likes, no one is. HES 7!! 7!!! if he doesnt get his way, he screams and crys and then papa gives him his way. blah getting old, im ready to beat the kid with a belt. i took him and kris to the pool today and was like ok guys one more jump and then were going and alex is like NO im not ready. i was like what? your 7 lets go.. and hes like NO im not going! kris was like come on alex one more jump.. luckily when i got kris out and dried him off alex decided i wasnt kidding about leaving.
well now im at home (grammas, johnnys gramma at that.) waiting for johnny to get off of work, which is at 7 :/. he wasnt supposed to work today, but it turns out he looked at the wrong schedule. he wants wednesday off but doesnt have the balls to say, i need wednesday off. oh well i guess. i have to go to work wednesday anyways, to fill out paper work. meh anyways ima go.. i shall update more later..
<3 ashley

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i love mr gonzalez [10 Feb 2005|01:17am]
[ mood | happy ]

well i have a job now and so does johnnyG. hes basically done with his GED classes or whatever and i still have more to do. were doing so good, and were so happy. ive never been happier in my entire life. i love you so much baby! omg im so fucking happy! i wanna marry johnnyG. i dont want to be with anyone else ever again in my whole life. dodododo anyways happy late birthday baby! yay your 18! ohh ya when i turn 18 were getting married just to let you / everyone know!!
well thats all for now, im tired.

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everyone better do this.. [07 Feb 2005|11:39pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

if you read this, even if i dont speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. it can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened. then post this to your journal & see what people remember about you

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on the way to recovery [17 Nov 2004|02:20pm]
[ mood | bored ]

well i now have my permit.
i should have the job at taco bell.
all i have left to do is get my GED.
oh ya and finish all my court shit.
i still have 4 cases opened :(

today is mine and johnnyGs 4 month..
but i dont get to spend it with him because he was being mean before he left, so i didnt go with him.
i cant believe ive been going out with him for 4 months.
thats my longest relationship, since jesse.
well the truth is, i love him more then anything and i would do anything for him.
i just hope that he feels the same.
anyways i suppose that is all for now.
im gonna try to find something to do.

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mhmmm [07 Nov 2004|09:53pm]
[ mood | high ]

Topher, seriously dude.
stay out of my life.
im def not yours, and will never be.
im all johnnyGs and will only be his...

I <3 you johnnyG

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someone fix my LJ pleaseeeee [02 Nov 2004|02:34pm]
[ mood | wanting johnnyG ]

ok, someone needs to do my journal for me.
because its still messed up from when that fat whore courtney fucked with it.
and i obv dont know how to do it at all.

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Havnt posted in a while.. [20 Oct 2004|01:03pm]
[ mood | giggly ]

well im still going out with johnnyG, and im as happy as can be.
Havnt been happier, i love him so much.
Hes the greatest thing thats happened to me.

im basically done with all my court shit, all i have left to go for is crashing alyssas car.
giant fucking sigh. im gonna get so bashed with that shit.
my second car crash at the age of 16, with no liscense.
im just so fucking lucky when it comes to driving unsober.

i dont have a job yet, but i will within a couple weeks.
im taking my GED test as soon as i find my books from spanish river that i lost.
im getting my permit once my certificate comes in the mail saying i passed that dumb 4 hour course.

Anyways, hmmm.
what have i been up to lately?
not a whole lot, just chillin with johnnyG basically.
i miss seanD, he needs to come home.
i miss dexin and sittin in his car and moviesing. :(

OMG! Korn's gonna be at the bakesale!! im sooo excited.
itll be my 5th time seeing them! woohoo!
ohh and the used will be there. i <3 them soo much.
i get to go to the bakesale with johnnyG.
the used & finch are our bands that like describe all of our feelings, so itll be good to see em live together.

well im bored and tired, but i have to stay up untill 2:15.
i have to get johnnyGs little bro from his bus stop.
and then i will nap in the nicee cold room and wait for johnnyG to come home.

Well i will be going..
Tata <3

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